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i just want to cuttt (｡T ω T｡)

where?? i would like to do it in my arms, but my family could see it, so it will be on my thighs. with what?? i'm going to get money from somewhere and i'll buy a cutter. how?? i don't want to go too deep, i'll be superficial, and i'll carve. oooh god i want to cut myself so bad (╯︵╰,)

hiii ( ´ ∀ `)ノ～ ♡

long time no see !!! well, a lot of things happened. i started cutting myself lol, and i love it so much. i have a gore addiction and i fantasize a lot about my suicide. MAYBE i'll upload sh vids. i'm not well, i think i've never been this bad, but ok. my parents know that i cut myself and even so i will continue to do so. i'll buy a cutter and bandaids and cut myself again. it's so addictive!!! i don't want to get better, i want to get worse (*˘︶˘*).｡.:*♡

sometimes i feel like if i was at the top of a mountain wanting to jump, but theres a rope saving me from that. as if i was always on the border or on the limit of everything. i really don't know who i am. i feel like i'm in a void, black, deep, and heavy. i feel like i'm a floating soul, like a ghost. i don't know who am i, i don't know what i feel, but it isn't happiness

good news

i came out in friday (today's monday) and my parents and my aunt would use my names and pronouns :] also i went to pride on saturday and i met an internet friend hehe

help i hate comphet

oh fuck. last night i read that lesbian masterdoc. i'd already read it, but not so, like, deeply, just some parts. i read it completly last night, and, fuck. comphet it's my worst enemy rn. i have so much compeht and it's making me suffer ngl. i hate this. i just, want a hug or something. i don't like the feeling of comphet. why i can't just like girls, don't like men, and just be happy with that?? no. comphet exists. i hate this.

do you ever wanted to kill yourself so bad?? i did. i'm doing it rn. i just can't take this shit anymore. i want to set myself on fire. i want to smash my had in wall until it's red and full of blood. i want to cut, punch, and slap me. i can't with this. all the hate i have in my heart it's based on me. if i hate somedy, it's because i'm jealous and insecure. it's always about me and my problems. i hate myself. i'm an useless bag of trash. 29/8/2020 it's the date of the last time i selfharm, and i wan to do it rn. one year. one fucking year of resisting the idea of burning, punching, and slaping myself. that year exist because i have people around me, no because i care about me. if i didn't have this people, i will be dead. i hate myself. i want to die.