sometimes i feel like if i was at the top of a mountain wanting to jump, but theres a rope saving me from that. as if i was always on the border or on the limit of everything. i really don't know who i am. i feel like i'm in a void, black, deep, and heavy. i feel like i'm a floating soul, like a ghost. i don't know who am i, i don't know what i feel, but it isn't happiness